So, as of right now it looks like I'm going to continue living at home this summer and working full time at the place my family has come to know as a dirty word. S******* Sign Co. I guess what I do isn't so bad, but what makes the place so unbearable sometimes is just thinking about the way my mom and dad are treated there. I know I'm overworked and underpaid, but I know my parents are even worse than me. So I don't really have a right to complain. Well, when think about it in God's perspective, I guess no one has the "right" to complain really. I just find it hard that He's still keeping us here in this dysfunctional company. I've prayed for His will and the ability to accept that, but it still doesn't seem to change my desire to move out this summer, live with my friends, and find a DIFFERENT JOB. But it looks like that's not what He wants. But what really bugs me is that was almost all possible...except for the insurance issue. I need to work full time at Showdown to have medical insurance. Which is pretty neccessary right now as I'm still rehabilitating.
The good news: I'm trusting God to get me through all this. So in that way, there really isn't bad news. The frustrating news: Learning how to live with myself. Whoop. Big surprise.
p.s. sorry for lack of updates, i'm behind because i'm overworked and underpaid ;-)