Thursday, February 9

here's the more later.

dude, i miss college life so much. i'm sitting here, talking to friends and surfing the web when i realize i have to get up and go to work 7 hours. and stay at work the next 8.5 hours. and go home only to repeat the process again and again and again. i guess school is kinda like that too, but at least you do different stuff in each class and have different classes different days. The not having homework thing is nice, but what i would do to be back at school again...i feel so purposeless back here. And I know you have a plan God, and a plan for me here, but that usually doesn't help stop my heart from aching. But even if I was at school, what would I do?? I don't really have any plans let alone a major to work toward. God, I feel so helpless...hopeless...hapless...

I don't blame you if you're tired of listening.

Wednesday, February 8

Song: Third Day "Tunnel"

Songs are pretty much amazing. God is pretty much amazing for creating such things as songs. Sometimes, they're the only way I can get my feelings across. So if my title is a song, it's probably how i'm feeling. For example, here's another one from Third Day.

And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering

When you're lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus

Note to self: buy some Third Day.

more later.